No Rest

My hips hurt.  I’m definitely getting older.  I wore W today for about 30 min while we were out earlier. Maybe it’s because W has been sleeping poorly lately.

In fact, it has gone from bad to worse.  She had two short naps today since she fell asleep in the car twice so I thought she’d be tired and fall asleep easily. No. It took her a long time to fall asleep.  Then when she finally did she woke up less than hour later.  After M settles her, she wakes up crying again.  So now I’m wearing her because she will go to sleep without fussing as much.  After 15 min I will put her in the crib. 

I don’t know. Maybe it’s the adjustment period to daycare. Maybe she misses me and wants me at night more because she’s not with me during the day. I hope this passes.  It’s really tiring.  It’s only been two weeks of work but I feel like it’s been longer.  

In other areas, one of Ws molar came out. It’s huge and out of order! Neither Z nor V had this happen to them. Their teeth came in sequence just as the chart said.  Also teeth usually come in pairs but Ws other upper left incisor (not the middle one) hasn’t come out yet.  It’s taking a while for her teeth to come in.  Maybe they’re all coming in at once. Yikes.  Poor girl. 

I was hoping to just crash in front of the tv tonight and watch Riverdale. I have marking to do but I can do them during the staff meeting.  I’m starting to feel like I’m falling behind.  

On the plus side, the temperature this afternoon was quite mild – above 10 degree Celsius.  The girls and I went to get some groceries and I let W walk a little since V wanted to as well.  It was an nice walk. Then we played in the courtyard for a little and listened to music. 

Night Waking

It’s been 7 years since I’ve slept through a night.  I’m not kidding. There are days when I feel like a zombie.  My body is tired but my brain is still going. When I was in my teens I used to think we was a waste of time.   Well, that was 25 years ago. 

I love this face and all her giggles and babbles. She really is a bundle of happiness.  Even at midnight when she’s supposed to be asleep.  

Yesterday’s naps were crap. The usual 1 HR 20 min morning nap lasted for a mere 44 min.  It was only 9:20 am by the time she woke.  On the way to pickup Z from school, she got tired and fussy.  As we approach the dentist she fell asleep and M had to drive her around.  We managed to squeeze only 40 min out of it.  Still it was not even 1:30 pm. 

I my mind, I thought, ” There’s no way she’ll last till bedtime!”.

We managed to get home by 5:30pm so I get the kids bathed and changed.  W fell asleep without a hitch by 6:30 pm. So did I.  I was exhausted. I rescheduled tutoring as I couldn’t keep my eyes open.  But I still needed to make lunches.   Nothing prepared me for what was about to happen three hours later. 

W slept soundly for three hours.  And In that time, I made lunches, tidied up the kitchen, sat down to watch some tv with a cup of tea.  

9:30 pm.  She woke.  I went to her and tried to settle her. She did for a brief moment but I couldn’t put her down.  I was getting tired so I laid down with her.  That’s when she decided to get giddy and play.  That lasted until about 1:30.  That’s right. It was a brutal 4-HR wakeful time.  She was happy. It just wasn’t the right time. 

I guess all this can be attributed to teething once again.  She’s getting her upper left incisor.  I hope this doesn’t last too long. I can imagine how exhausting this must be for her as well.